March 25, 2012

Anonymous asked: I lost a man very close to me as well. I know what it's like. To miss the stupid, annoying things they used to do. Like their cold ass feet on your legs in bed. I can recommend drugs, but they only perpetuate the problem, and you're still probably shaking too much to hold a gun...

Fuck. Jim used to do that too. His feet were always so fucking cold. His hands too. Guess it was like his heart, huh?

And fuck you, whoever you are. I can hold a gun just fine. I just haven’t had the reason to since Jim died. I’m considering going out and killing some people, though. Maybe that would help. My fingers keep fucking twitching. I need SOMETHING. If not drugs, then blood.